I just realized something, life sux.

There is no particular way to put it, but I think the time that a person spends in hopeless moment is endless. Well, my moto now is "STRONG BODY, STRONG MIND", and I mean strong I do mean healthy too, what is the use of strong body if it is not healthy.

Well...  havent been here a while.

Damn, I got sick of writing the time and the place on here every time when I start a diary, so I will disable that from now on.

I went to skate today. Super cold, the highest is 23F and lowest is 10F.

I went to Lu's page and discovered that she hasn't updated her thing for the longest time, where are u Lu??

From now on, if I remember it, i will come here everyday and try to write something useful.. ...

now is 11:41pm August 6th, 2009 Thurs. GBMA

soon will be Lulu's 21st b-day in my time, COOL~

I actually just called lu's home phone, and her mom picked it up and said she's out; she told me to call back at her time at 7pm. I tried call lu's cellphone, but did not connect, i think she changed it.

I still want to call up someone, but feel tired, or should i call sisi?! I already stood for nine hours today, probably should get some rest. I guess i will get up early and call lulu tomorrow~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~LU!

now is 11:48pm August 6th, 2009 Thurs. GBMA

now is 1:44am July.29th. 2009 Wed. GBMA

i was going to write a lot on this blog during the summer, but looks like i ditched my own promise.

It is very interesting that i talk in such strange way. i never found myself to be a strange person, but somehow, sometimes i talked in such stupid way which i didn't even notice. This is the first time that i feel like slapping my own mouth 'cause sometimes i just talk way too much than i meant to.

since already a 20 yr old (lulu is goin be 21 real soon!!!), i found myself to be too talkative from time to time. Before i turned 20, i just let ppl cut me off whenever they want, and still be pleasant (friendz or strangers). now, a totally different story, a stranger cuts me off, glare from the hell (still in training though ha). Friendz are cool, i won't do any mean stuff to them, but be very insisting to have them hear my story out.

I started to talk weird too. i mean the tone and the grammar.

i think i grown taller again.

now is 2:01 am July.29th. 2009 Wed. GBMA

now is 10:45pm, Fri, May, 29th 2009 GBMA

I have been home for a week already. First of all, my dear Jenjen just had her 20th b-day on the passed wed., haha~~

I just found out that Mona Lisa means Ms./Mrs/My lady + Lisa, feel like too late to know, darn it!

A three-month vacation is ahead of me, feel so FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe... not! If I don't owe a steady job during this summer, my mom will be like, i don't know, beheaded me or something?!!! Come on, bad economic ar, the employers are stingy nowadays too, either no job or low paid, left one sad me searching for nothing, i only hope that yumann would hire me for the fun that one day he can smirk and fire me. ai~

I just found out that my camera has my dear father's 51st and 52nd b-day films, "directed" by me, too bad that i wasn't here for his 53rd b-day, and i think i already mentioned my mom ruinning my cake on MY and HER b-day, have to film something this remaining year, probably during the summer......... I want to go to six-flagz with my friendz ar~~

I kinda promise my grandma that i will sleep before 12, i am not sure i can fall asleep before 12 but i will try by lying on my bed...

now is 11:06pm, Fri, May, 29th 2009 GBMA

now is 1:18pm, May 10th. sun.  2009, BAMA

It is SOOOOOO windy outside, i was planning to call jn to go eat, but i am not sure right now.........

U know wut?! My roommate is ridiculous, she called me a word in Chinese, which I didn't know the meaning, and when I asked her the meaning she told me to check the dictionary... after I did check it out a week later, i was crying over the meaning of the word... "humm, so thatz how u think of me...." that was in my thought. And another week later, i couldn't take the "pain" no more and i confronted her with the meaning of the word, it turns out that she doesn't even know the defination of the word but just read it off somewhere in a fringging novel................ AAHHHHHHHH!!!

Anyway, she bought me candies, so we are good now.. haha~

nice day........ if there is anyone reading this.. ,sounds retarded..HA

now is 1:25pm, May 10th. SUn. 2009, BAMA